kadyellebee

So more vivid dreams last night. 2 different sets of them that I remember. I slept in bed until 1 some, and then got up and did some stuff - surfed, found some new CFS info, rolled up Christmas lights, drank some water, watched some TV. And then back to sleep on the couch with more dreams about the old friend and her family that keeps popping up in my dreams. Such odd dreams, but so very clear. I’m not sure, but I’m wondering if my possible CFS is taking advantage of my sleepyness and using my anti-depressants that are balancing my seratonin to form extra-creative dreams.... which makes my creativity much less during the day time I did some research this morning, and I’m not finding much info - except that PWC have restless sleep, and people taking drugs with depression might be more likely to have vivid dreams (from message boards, and paxil wasn’t mentioned). Blah.

So I’m feeling so uncreative; every time I open up PS, I have brainstorms, but they just don’t seem to come out the way they should. I need to just let myself keep taking a break on my designs until after this week... because I’m so hard on myself when I end up trashing the designs I work on because they aren’t turning out right.

I thought about making cinnamin rolls for breakfast, but I didn’t quite have that much energy. In fact, I barely had enough energy to make it back up the stairs to my computer! And I’m itchy, for no apparent reason and that’s bugging me!!! BUT.... we have several movies to watch today, and that’s a happy thing So more relaxing today. yay for relaxing