kadyellebee

Good morning

I got 8 1/2 hours of sleep. Of course, this was broken up with an hour awake between 1 and 2, but that’s not so bad. ;) I don’t know how productive my blog surfing at 1am is - I’m sure my friends aren’t usually up so early updating :giggle:

Oh, goodness, my brother just walked into my office after being out smoking with a smell that definitely wasn’t cigarettes. Wow, that was strong.

While I was laying on the futon, trying to go back to sleep, I thought a lot about my sister. I am worrying about her because she is working so hard on school work, and then they are doing an away game series that will take her away from classes for 2 days (Thurs and Fri). That’s 5 classes that she’s missing, with two tests on Monday and one on Wednesday that she’s not going to be around to study much for. In addition to that, she hasn’t gotten a job yet, and I know that gonna be worrysome to her pretty fast. I wish I could help her more.

I’m working on a new layout in my little while before work for a very special girl before work. I really like how its turning out, and if she doesn’t like it, I’ll turn it into a linkware set Sometimes, though, its more fun for me to try and put something together for a friend and actually use their titles than it is to make something more generic.

I feel like I’ve been doing more journalling than blogging lately. I am not quite sure why that is, but I go in spurts I guess if I was posting links to things, they might not be nearly as happy. I haven’t really tried to ignore everything that’s going on worldwide, but I feel numb when I think about it. My brother came in to tell me more about the anthrax, and that scares me. I don’t want to be in the era of war. But I also don’t want to live in fear because of this forever, so I am in support of the activities that are going on right now. I think. Its just so odd, here I am going on with my life finally after being so upset after 9-11’s activities, and its like I have to kinda numb myself to it so I don’t get so worked up. I know that the people who are involved can’t do that, but me sitting here worrying and crying doesn’t help. So I will pray and I will read the news, but I am trying to keep myself from enveloping my entire self into it.

Well, its time to start working. I guess I’ll close all of these fonts I’m sampling and backup Peachtree instead :giggle: