mel and church
Mel made a beautiful post about church, and it touched me. Somehow, I think we are in the same place. she said "i realize every once ina while that i’ve closed god out and decided, subconsciously, to live on my own. and that hurts." Its like she was looking into my head and said the words I’ve been thinking lately.
I don’t know what I want to change on this issue. I’ve started taking a few moments before I start my day, medetating on these thoughts, and saying a few weak small prayers up to heaven. I don’t feel a relationship yet, and I don’t feel that I’m close to ready to go back to church. But I’m missing something, and its a start. I wish I could go with Mel. And listen to her read me proberbs. She has a beautiful soul.
