kadyellebee

I feel not so positive right now. It makes my journal entries stay in my head. This one was too loud to ignore; apparently I needed to talk it out.

I’m having a really hard time sleeping for the last few days, even with my drugs. And of course now that I’m feeling sleepy again, my groceries are coming soon and I have to be awake.

My mom stopped to have me proof read a paper. I don’t mind doing it, but I wish that she’d ask how I was doing somewhere in that time, too. Her classes are top top top priority to her. And that’s cool. I feel like a bad person for being selfish about this, but every once in a while, it would be nice to have her wonder what was going on with me. And I’m probably just thinking this because Megan said something similar the other day.

I’ve been trying heat and cold to make my jaw/lymph nodes/cheek feel less pain. I’m not sure which is working better, but when I woke up from my nap this morning, it was feeling better, so maybe that’s a sign that the heating pad before my nap was helpful.

Leonard called and told me that the new girl they were training to be a secretary isn’t gonna work out. Hopefully they’ll be able to hire someone in the next week - it would be really good if they could find someone who knew what they were doing even with the low pay they can offer. It would really be good if their computer knowledge was better than the previous people!

I did get a happy visit from Leonard and Sarah and Leah last night, and that always makes me smile. We started planning for thanksgiving dinner, and I’m putting together the menu so that mom and Megan don’t get any extra stress going on with all their tests and papers going on at the end of the quarter. Luckily, there are a lot of us that can cook now, so it spreads out the responsibility nicely. E is going to CA for the holiday.

Time to go downstairs and wait for my groceries or E to come home, whichever happens first. If he comes home first, then I’ll take a nap!