kadyellebee

I guess I’ve been antisocial lately. At least for the last week or so or maybe more.

I don’t think I’ve been to SI barely at all this week. I just haven’t felt like just going over there to be a question answerer - and so many of my good friends who used to hang out there aren’t around much right now, or worse, are on hiatus and aren’t around at all.

I had some good intentions for getting some packages out - I missed mentioning Christie’s birthday, and have a halloween card sitting her for Zalary. These things bug me - I want to be a better friend.

I know, everybody’s more quiet with the holidays and stuff. It just makes me feel a bit bad to realize that when I’m dealing with something big, I shut people out. I’m working over in my head how I will make the next step out of my job and take my life back. There are so many things to think about, and it makes my head spin. So I either 1) shut my head up by doing other mindless things or 2) become preoccupied with my thoughts and become more worried.

No, this post isn’t a plea for attention, just a brain-dump! I have been having these feelings for many days now, and hadn’t thought about letting them out until right now!

So here I am, thinking about easing back into my social circle (!), and enjoying my friendships which are so important to me.