Cheryl, my thoughts are with
Cheryl, my thoughts are with you - If and when I change jobs, I am going to be terrified. I’ve only had a few jobs besides the one I’m in right now, and its going to be very scary for me if I change because I am so attached to the stability of being in the job that I created and know inside and out. Even though its SUCH a stressful job and isn’t exactly what I want to do forever, it’d be so hard to loose the stability and try something new.
So I can see how you could be not happy about the prospect of a new job. I hope that once you get into it, it makes you happier about it than you are now 
{{{hugs}}}
