I'm a moron. I realize
I’m a moron. I realize this 
Ya know how I whined about not going to the mall? Well, I just turned down a short mall trip. Why? Because it was my mom offering, and we are still not getting along well enough that I want to spend that much time with her. She has this fake nice thing going, and maybe she really wants me to think she’s being nice, but I’m not ready to jump back into a friendship with her right now. Blah. I want to go the mall. But I’d rather go alone than the alterative <.sigh>
