This is more for me
This is more for me than anyone else, so don’t read it if you don’t want... My whole weekend was spent internally fighting being worn out from fighting this sadness inside of myself. I don’t know where it came from, I’m a happy person most of the time.... But I still feel not quite right today. This is not the way I want to start my work week. Actually, going to work is the thing that is furthest down on my list of things I want to do for some reason.... And I’ll be there in an hour and a half <.sigh.> So I’m trying to do more things that make me happy for the moment, to make my work day seem less sad. I don’t know how to explain what I’m feeling, but I felt like this needed to be recorded for me to look back on later.
Another note to self - watching last years Roswell season finale was *not* the way to make me happy! That was so sad at the end!
