The journal site for Kristine Beeson of HopelessRomantics. A series of hopes and dreams.
September 5, 2001 ~:~ 10:00am
I feel tired. Worn out. So out of it that I don't have the energy to even do simple things like return email to my friends. Grant it, I didn't have a real weekend to spend relaxing. I'm sure that's a major part of my problem.
For the first time since I've been taking my paxil, I think that I feel like I've gone backwards. Last week was hellish - Peachtree crashed 3 times over the week, and the boys were horrendous, along with dad ignoring my letter for the most part all week. So I understand why I'm so potentially gone at work. I have slacked on all of my tracking, and my housework is piling up. And I had been doing so good. I got 8 hours of sleep last night, and then laid back down and took an hour and a half nap this morning. I think I'm just so worn out.
I have hope, though. Next week, I start my 4 day week schedule. I have a great plan for my closet, and some wonderful projects that I'm excited about working on. I am actually super excited about rearranging my cupboard with the dry goods in it because I have new tupperware to sort things into :) I have a new book. I'm enjoying new music. My Yoga DVD came in. So there are some great things happening for me, and its great. I just have to make it through this week before I can feel like I'm over the hill.
Send some thoughts out for me?
- ©, Kristine
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Microwave popcorn. 13 cups of goodness per bag.
Stabbing Westwards' Haunting song. Its stuck in my head since E played it on our drive home
Tara Music. Gives me peace among the storm.
Painting. I could do this all day.
Animal Cookies. Quick, catch the one that escaped from the bag!
Health Notes ~:~|
last week: 145 | 144 | 143 | 143 | 141
072301: 8hrs sleep; mostly good | 145
072401: 8hrs sleep; dr appt.; happy | 145
072501: 7.75hrs sleep; mostly good; afternoon stressed | 144
072601: 7.5hrs sleep; morning stressed, sleepy | 142
072701: 8.25hrs sleep; morning hurried, stressed some, talked to dad | 143
073101: 7.5hrs sleep |144
080101: 9hrs sleep | 142
080201: 8.5hrs sleep; stressed @work | 144
080301: 7.5hrs sleep; stressed @work | 145
062901 | 070701 | 071401 | 072101