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The journal site for Kristine Beeson of HopelessRomantics. A series of hopes and dreams.

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July 4, 2001 ~:~ 12:00 PM

What a happy day! I got up late, and have been playing and surfing and playing spyro and cutting up new designs and generally relaxing :-)

I got a happy email from Khara this morning ;) and nice notes from Jenni and Stef - you guys are all so sweet to me :-)

I hope your day is just as relaxful and happy as mine has been so far!

- , Kristine

July 4, 2001 ~:~ 10:40AM

I made it through my denist appointment yesterday. I was so nervous. I don't know what a panic attack feels like, but I was fairly sure I was gonna have one laying there in the chair (I was shaking so badly - my hands and my legs - that they were sore afterwards). I told the dentist I was nervous, and he had me do stuff like close my eyes when he used the needle to numb my tooth and asked me quite frequently if I was okay. He gave me the choice initially of doing both teeth or just one, and because of all of the reasonings, I decided on one. So the whole time I was in the chair, I was trying to think of other things. Daisies, planting flowers, trees, painting trees, etc.,etc. Kept telling myself, only a little longer. We got done with the first, and I really didn't ever feel any pain. He asked if I wanted to do the second, and I actually considered it; since I was there and everything, but I didn't know if I could make it through a 2nd one. So I said no, and we reschedule.

That means I can actually eat today, instead of the alternative with having new filings on both sides of my mouth and having them both be sensative!

Thanks for all of the happy thoughts you all sent up for me :-)

- , Kristine

Microwave popcorn. 13 cups of goodness per bag.
Stabbing Westwards' Haunting song. Its stuck in my head since E played it on our drive home
Tara Music. Gives me peace among the storm.
Painting. I could do this all day.
Animal Cookies. Quick, catch the one that escaped from the bag!

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Health Notes ~:~
last week: 145 | 144 | 143 | 143 | 141
072301: 8hrs sleep; mostly good | 145
072401: 8hrs sleep; dr appt.; happy | 145
072501: 7.75hrs sleep; mostly good; afternoon stressed | 144
072601: 7.5hrs sleep; morning stressed, sleepy | 142
072701: 8.25hrs sleep; morning hurried, stressed some, talked to dad | 143
073101: 7.5hrs sleep |144
080101: 9hrs sleep | 142
080201: 8.5hrs sleep; stressed @work | 144
080301: 7.5hrs sleep; stressed @work | 145

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This page is a Love-Production, 2001.