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HopefulReflections:
The temporary journal site for Kristine Beeson of HopelessRomantics.




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June 14, 2001 ~:~ 3:24PM
Why the fuck does she ask if she only wants to do things that she wants to do? ARGH! My mother is such a bitch from hell. She is awful to work with - doesn't care to hear anyones opinion but her own, and won't listen to anything I have to say about anything. *sigh* It really makes me doubt myself, and it makes me angry to the point that I've been sitting here swearing and flipping off the door *g* Yes, real mature.

I just don't understand her need to be a jerk about everything. I am VERY positive that she has multiple personalities of some kind going on. One second, evil / next second, nice. Its REALLY scary. So one personality can be TOTALLY pissed, and the other can be nice and sweet. I don't deal well with that, since I tend to hold a grudge for longer than her personality switch. If she's mean to me, she's gonna not be spoken to for a while... that's just how I am. I don't necessarily like that, but its my protection device. I can't open myself up time after time to her verbal assaults - so when I'm burned, I stay away. So yea, she's trying to make me miserable right before a trip; I know there's some sort of trend behind how she does that... right before some big event, she always gets totally tense and then pisses everybody off so much that they don't want to go anywhere with her. So she'll be really mad at me all day tomorrow, and super pissed by the time I come home Monday night. *sigh* The joy of a vacation.

- , Kristine

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June 14, 2001 ~:~ 1:11PM
I am in the mood to design. I have some great ideas in my head. I was browsing through my portfolio of old designs, and some revamps could make delightful linkware sets. A silken backgrounded menu, similar to my TheKitchen: Angel Recipes page. I'd use better drop shadows, and maybe a different border.

But I have tons of work to do. I don't have time to play. I wish I did!!!

- , Kristine

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GuiltyPleasures:
Microwave popcorn. 13 cups of goodness per bag.
Stabbing Westwards' Haunting song. Its stuck in my head since E played it on our drive home
Tara Music. Gives me peace among the storm.
Painting. I could do this all day.
Animal Cookies. Quick, catch the one that escaped from the bag!



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